“How do you feel?!” friends and family have asked on this eve of the book’s release. “I’m not sure!” has been my honest response. I am…

In awe: I hoped (but lean realist too far to have been certain) that I would be able to write another book. When Matt Baugher of W Publishing, Thomas Nelson, emailed me and said, “I’m pleased to inform you that we would indeed be honored to publish 40 Days of Decrease…” my jaw dropped. I was sitting at the table near the fire place having just penned a journal entry about my ache as a writer. I am in awe of Father God’s generosity.

Feeling well-fed: Writing is all-gift for me personally. Uncounted hours of intentional dependence, of silence and listening, of studying and arranging words like paint on a canvas: writing 40 Days of Decrease has been a deeply refreshing experience.

Hopeful: When I think of you holding the book, reading the dedication, and diving into the Prologue and beyond, I am so hopeful that the message could trigger something deep and wide and sustained. The message of sacred decrease is surgical and healing. I am hopeful that God will weave it into our DNA in such a way that affects current and future generations.

Grateful for less evidence of self-protection: Offering a book is, I am guessing, much like displaying a painting or singing a song. The vulnerability is tangible. Yet this time around, it is such a relief to see less evidence of self-protection in the offering. God has graciously been addressing this tendency for over ten years. With this book, I do not have permission from Him to mentally envision the book doing well or doing poorly. My assignment is to actively stay present to Him. What a relief.

Humbled: An entire company of incredible men and women have journeyed with me in this process. I am surrounded by champions and unspeakable humbled by their love. From my husband who made space for me to work on the doctorate and write a book from the dissertation to my staff team that offers their gifts so joyfully to the champions launch team that hasAlicia color 21 rallied behind the book to friends praying and shouting-out and cheerleading along the way…all because they have eyes to see the Savior inspiring the offering. To be carried by such love is humbling and beautiful.

Out-of-control: And it is a gift. Stress began rising in my heart a few weeks ago, and I sensed Father God whispering to me, “You can’t mess this up, daughter. I have set things in motion. Be at peace.”

For me, it feels like a miracle to be able to offer you all 40 Days of Decrease. Thank you for everything you have done to encourage me and champion the message. I pray that you find the words both disrupting and renewing. May the fruit for us all be an un-cluttered heart, a much cleaner hope, and a far clearer view of Jesus in us and through us.

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Learning together:  Our culture is addicted to visible increase. Below in the comments, I’d love to hear from you how God is calling you to decrease John-the-Baptist style in 2016.

As promised, I’ll be sending one of the first signed copies of 40 Days of Decrease to Julie Liston for posting on my last blog! And this week our lovely winner is Sarah!  Thank you all for sharing your heartfelt thoughts.

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